Idk what to do or who to tell. In my last post i talked avout depression and suicide.
After my first failed attempt at drowning in the bath tub i feel like complete and utter shit. I am not supporting suicide but this is my only place to vent.
I probably sat there for an hour and every time i would go under the water and try breath it in, my body would force me up so i could breath.
For thinspo, im still bloody fat and schools starting next week so theres no way I’ll lose weught from now till then. So yay me, bothings going right in my life